Reason

It feels like I’ve been away from here for a long time.  So much has changed, and yet in many ways everything is still the same.

I’ve met someone.  He’s looking for more. More than just a fuck buddy or a fwb. He’s looking for someone who speaks to his soul, but thought that it was a lost cause.  Somehow, I seem to be becoming that person.

We didn’t meet through a personal ad or a hook-up site, we just found one another.  Now I don’t even know how to talk about him, as if I don’t have the words to express how I feel.  All I know is that this is different.  It’s not just the intensity, it’s the intimacy.  But he’s hundreds of miles away.  In another country. So why do we talk daily? And why is it that when we aren’t talking I miss him?

I know this could just because it’s new and exciting, but I honestly don’t think so.  Everything and everyone else just seems less important.

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