Me - 30 something, mother of one, in a somewhat open marriage. Possibly trying to figure myself out, maybe just using sex as a distraction from real life.
Hubby - I'd never refer to him this way in real life, so it seems perfect for the blog. He's handsome and sweet and we've been together for over 15 years, married for close to 10.
The Pilot - My first foray into sex outside my marriage - before we were open. He was in the Air Force and his body looked like the statue of David. But, if I'm being honest, Hubby's face is more attractive. He was a part of my life for a very short time, but we had a connection that went beyond sexual.
Perry - My FWB, currently more F than B. And even that is uncertain at times. He is also married, but not in an open marriage.
Julian - The lawyer, the almost unicorn, the only other man I've ever called 'Daddy'. If it weren't for the distance I think we'd have a torrid love affair (he's married as well), but for now it's just long distance fun.
SG - A single guy that I was talking to and was quite hopeful about. Unfortunately at our first meeting the chemistry just wasn't there. He asked me out and I had to decline. Seems like we will stay friends.
F - An old affair, married man with a foot fetish. When he wasn't kissing my feet he would always say the right thing. Feeling adored is part of why I kept him around even though the sex was mediocre.
I’m sorry. It totally sucks when things end.
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I hit the like button, but only because there’s no hate button. I’m so very sorry. I feel like I should say something positive and uplifting, but I’ve got nothing except brain hugs.
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I don’t know the story since I’m not caught up on your blog (I’m very negligent lately), but I’m sorry dear, chin up! It was for the best since you are a Silver Star and now you can shine. Ok, that sounded trite, but you get the idea. I’m sure it doesn’t feel like that right now since I’m sure you are feeling hollow and torn down, but that will pass, it’ll heal. We are all here to listen and be a support!
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Hugs to you sister. Seriously sending you lots of positive vibes.
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Sorry to hear. ‘Tis better to have loved..
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